Oh my god, English. Letters. Pen on paper.

So I don't have any opinions to share, not really. Nothing would matter. It won't for the sole reason nothing really matters to me. At least not when it's an articulate 'opinion'. I would settle for a point of view though.

I need new music, more than that, I need the desire to find new music, new names, new ways. I guess my passion began as a way to express myself, as any loner-kinda-funny-kinda-I'm-so-cool-teenager's does. Lately I don't need to find new music, more than that, I rarely listen the old one. All the old music is taken, it's taken by memories, movies, clothes, seasons, smells, places, different kinds of grass, sun, past loves, past heart-ache, past. All of these I had to make into sound, into something that if I would listen to, would fit perfectly- the soundtrack of my life (which by the way is a really sucky band).

Now, there is no burning need to express anything. Not in these creative kind of ways. I'm perfectly happy being whatever it is I am at the moment.

 No more express myself into music, but let the sound fill me up, listen to music the way it was meant to be heard. No prejudice. This is where my difficulty lays, you can't find good music without an opinion, not at this point.