Why can't we not be sober?

In the absence of right and wrong

I am searching for guidelines

Some marked stones that would light up the way

or just to show me I am not alone

In this hallucinated life

it feels like god is laughing at our mortality

and our wealth of innocent mistakes

he let us experience this life just for once

so we stagger and hit the unknown

Is it right or wrong

try to build a place 

where we both can belong?

Our choices are the only things that matter

you got the power to turn water into wine

and so does the power to make those grapes into sour

I try to offer my home and certainty

but you say you will be better off alone

you keep on ignoring stones

I stumble and I fall

and it aches to see your back

in this wilderness full of danger we call life

its hard to find those who stay true

and I'll stay your scapegoat

Is it right or wrong

try to build a place 

where we both can belong?

Is it right or wrong...

where can we both belong?