Disorders lead my head
As I try to think when was the last time
I had to follow my train of thoughts
The roads I knew before
Now carry me away
Excavating my emotions
They have been buried twenty feet below
The ground spit out memories as well
Some pieces may never fit
Understanding has left me orphan
Behind closed doors
Stuttering words of truth are being spoken
Keep your eyes shut and your ears delicate
Subconscious wont let you down the rabbit hole
Flickering lights defuse the night
I am surrounding myself with dusted feelings
Misguided thoughts are trying to provoke me
I let myself into this tunnel
The lights begin to dim
As I start to clean the shreds of my memory
I realize this journey spreads beyond what my eyes can see
Behind closed doors
Stuttering words of truth are being spoken
Keep your eyes shut and your ears delicate
Subconscious wont let you down the rabbit hole
Each emotion seems to suggest another path
Each souvenir pushes me to a decision
I have to the blame
And watch for a new dawn
Obtain the search for a place to lay my thoughts
Enslave the dreams of yesterday
Let the rain swap the images of reality
So it will reveal new railroads