By popular demand, a new post. Enjoy.
Alone. That's how I feel at the beginning of the new year.
Truly a bad thought. No actual point to this statement, I just think it's a good thing to let it out from time to time.
I'm never good at public, the more I'm around people, the faker I feel, the more life seems unreal.
I'm not really used to people taking an interest in me, in any kind of way. I'm an unnoticeable person with a tendency for depression. Sheesh. Emo. Although I do appreciate the people who actually bother with me and my lack of sanity and sense...
Lets drink a glass of something bittersweet.
Another year passes by, another year to sleep.
In 20 minutes, maybe more, it's time to find a new safe shore.
I know it's shameless, selfish too, but I don't know how to get from point A to you.
Well yes, there's much in life, for each and everyone,
But the numbness, it takes away all the fun.
A little humor wouldn't hurt,
although, what's the difference when life's so short.
Give me a meaning, give me a dream,
Blank are my moons, as blank as yours seem.
Beyond a doubt I know you're real,
As real as anything I feel.
And maybe someday, someday soon
I'll see you worthy of my moon.
This time, I'd like to dedicate this song mostly to my parents (although, I guess it could easily express my feelings towards most people I know. Simply put, I don't understand them), as much as I care for them (don't mistake it for love), I think we have too many issues to ever be a real, good and loving family.
I know it's ridiculous to write such things to your own parents, but, there are unsolved issues that don't seem to make it very easy on all of us.
Ah... No harm done, just keep going as they say.
I'm sorry for the sentimentality of this post. Yet again, as with every post, I hope you enjoyed this little piece of whatever it is.
So happy new year, I hope you can keep all your promises and resolutions.
And don't forget, Santa knows if you have been bad. =P
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