fuck the easily offended

let's forget about it all

we'll go out and have a ball

if we'll feel lucky we could get in a brawl

and maybe break a jaw

the hands are shook and the deal is made

between the joker and the ace of spades

now's no time to be afraid

if you wanna live to tell what you saw

I won't be fine after you leave

I wasn't better before you arrived

I don't want to feel you on my body

I only wish I had a bigger knife

there's nothing to it but wasting our time

I'm gonna do it cause I don't mind

dunno where I am and I can't feel my lips

I stick my tongue out, feeling blood and bits

it's comes down harsh when it finally hits

I let it slide cause I need the kicks

you are my life, I'm glad to be your whore

the greatest thing you've never felt before

come on in and close the door

do whatever, just give me more

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

I'm getting through

I'm getting through

I can feel, I can breath, I can see, I

I'm getting through

I want you running through my body

take me back to my mother's womb

yes if you have to know I do find it funny

this little vial will be my tomb

I won't be fine after you leave

I wasn't better before you came

I just wish I had a bigger knife

to put me out in my father's name

I wish I had a bigger knife, H. I'm just soft enough.

don't look at me like that, H. I'll come back. I'll always be coming back for you.

love you, H. see you again soon.

04:54 sunday and not an angel in sight.

probably should be getting ready for two more weeks.

two more weeks, and what can I tell myself? that it'll get better? cause it won't.

there's nothing to it. I'm gonna get bored with everything eventually.

it's only fun for a short while. such is everything in life.

sometimes I feel like the only way is to get out while you still can.

I am a murderer just waiting for a reason to come out.

and noone will pay attention again. cause noone pays attention, and I don't want to do anything I'll be sorry about.

it's my life, I only get one chance to do it right.

but I'm doing nothing.

there's no new way to be