Dear you.
It has been a while since we last
talked... a big hard while.
I start getting used to not have you
around. It terrifies me.
I didn't want to imagine myself
without you and I thought you did too.
No matter how many vodka or tequila
I drink, how many friends surround me, no matter what shoes or jeans I buy, no
matter how hard I try to laugh it doesn't feel real anymore.
When you walked away did you notice
you took my heart?
I'm looking for it, it's just not
there.
I don't want to get over and I don't
want to move on.
I'm gonna suffer, hell yeah I'm
gonna suffer but everything is worthless anyway without you, life and routine
are a waste of time when you are not here.
No matter what I do I would still go
to an empty bed at night wondering if you miss me, if you'd ever come back.
Don't wanna think what I would do if you wouldn't. God...
My face gets wet. I'm sick of
licking my tears, I'm sick of songs that were written by broken hearted people.
I hate the way I feel about you, the
way you make me feel about everything including myself.
I miss your voice, I miss your lips,
I miss your eyes, I miss your hands, I miss your smell, I need your hugs, your
kisses.
I miss your smile, your thoughts, I
miss the way you made me feel, I miss the togetherness.
I miss you to tears, I miss us.
You broke my heart.
לשנה החדשה אני מאחלת לי ולכל סובביי המון אושר, בריאות, אהבה.. והרבה ממנה.
ותו לא.