these are comments i wrote on this blog of some institution or association or w/e you call it...: enjoy.

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I live about 5-6km from Gaza. right now I can hear all the air planes and tanks and the other equipement the military use to shoot on Hamas people.

In one hand it is a reliefe to know we are not alone and that the high-ranked people decided to ack about us getting bombed with Kassam rockets,. but in the other hand, I feel sorry for the innocent people in gaza that Hamas keeps as prisoners and as human shield! I feel sorry for those people who had the missfortune to be tortured by Hamas (not given food or water and other necesary supplies) just to make us, "the Zionist Enemy" to look bad and cruel and evil.

It is already 2:33am and I cant sleep.
The noise the aircrafts and tanks and others make is loudly and clearly heard here. I’m not hurt, not physically, not yet, but still I can feel the deep cut inside my soul. that cut is a result of 8 years of denial, and like salt on open wounds this war makes everything explode.
I can feel and see my parents stressed by

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the situation of not being able to go anywhere because we are a necessity (we own a garage), I can see them slowly but surely loosing their mind!
My sister came home for the time being... she doesn’t have a secured space in her appartment and as it is not far away, she moved back here. Everyone are easily alarmed by every little noise, sometimes a rocket falling at a nearby Kibutz, sometimes our own forces attacking, and all I can think of are two things:
1: I want this to end!!!! and as soon as it does, the better.
2:I want to feel safe where I live in and not to be afraid of suddenly being shot by a Hamas sniper in gaza aiming to out fields, or lie on the ground panicing when trying to have a little fun with friends as the alarm is heard and no where to escape because you just wanted to play on the football field.
I want peace, and therefore I understand this war is needed and it tears me from the inside more and more when a soldier dies, or when a kid is crying because the
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Hamas extremeists took his food and used him as a human shield to protect him from a thing he deserves.

I’m not a wise man , at least I dont think I am, but I think peace or a ceasefire is the best way to both our people...

I just hope there will be no more killing and that the problems we have with the palestines will be solved.

I wrote all of this to get this heavy weight i carry off of my chest. I truely believe in all that I have written and I hope things turn for the best.

Cheers, be sure to comment, I want to know what you guys think!
and I wrote this in english because I find it easier to express myself aand to writemy thoughts in the internet in english.
כן, אני ישראלי, וכן אני באמת חי בעוטף עזה במ.א. אשכול.

לילה טוב ושקט לכולם! D=