האמת מעינייה

do you enjoy seeing me suffer

you say you love spend time with but then you cheat and lie

i've been telling myself for the longest time ever that I'm done with you

but you always find a way back into my heart

i just want to feel loved whether it's with you or nor, i Don'e care

i want to sense the feeling of being loved for who I am

and not for what I do

I want to be appreciated  by you

my heart is aching, hurting, crying

my wrists are cut, bleeding, scarred and bruised

you are the only onw within my heart, why can't I make you happy

three years of my life i gave to you

i gave you my everything and yet obviously it's just good enough

you say you trust me and I'm tre only one

so why is she the laying in your bed

why are you lying to me about it and why do you push me to my limits

you say i don't do enough for you, yet I do make my gestures

you taught me everything i know

but i don't want to be like you

i dont like the person you've become and made me

i became your little sex machine, neglecting the real important things of life

i became dumb and i hate you for that

but as much as i hate you, it means nothing because you are still in my heart

just leave me alone, let me live my life

i know you could care less about what i'm up to but be a man and stand up for you word

dont lie, dont cheat

just get out.

I DONT KNOW HOW TO LET HIM GO

IT HURTS