I have to admit I haven't thought about you in a while now.
Summer is here and my thoughts almost seem to clear up for a second but then the heat comes and suffocates me again.
Only I can burn down the house which I live in.Burn down my thoughts to the ashes and let them be carried away with the wind, the night singing soft melodies in my ears.
The stars are laughing at my feeble attempts to erase you from my memory.
But then again I don't think I want to.
So let the stars be a reminder for me, every time I look at them that you didn't bring me any happiness or serenity or security.
Let the stars be the scars I refuse to inflict upon my body and let them laugh for me when I cry, and cry with me when I spell "I don't care" with the smoke of my petty sorrow.
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