Ok, this is the realest thing iv'e been through lately, I think.
The realest pain iv'e felt in a while.
Have I gone spiritually crazy enough to actually stop looking truth in the eye.
Doesn't feel like.
Why is this so confusing.
What's confusion good for anyway.
Haven't I been through enough, giving up on my former type of hapinness, finding the new one and rebuilding it?
I'm so scared.
Gosh I just miss you. but. I don't just miss you. I want this solved. I don't miss what we had it was a big pile of me thinking this and you thinking that, and not enough true feelings.
I want the truth. I want it to shine inside of me.
I think Iv'e been aiming for it.
so where is it?
feels right to go through this, obviously, but why won't you flush up on my phone..
are you missing me like I'm missing you?
babe, I don't have all the answers. A big piece of my heart is missing. Hurts like a motha.
But giving up feels wrong. bandaging this pain feels wrong.
UGGGHH how can that even make sense.
Am I wrong intended?
Why is it that now everything feels so different.
I thought I was stable. that I knew what I wanted.
turnes out, I'm just as wreckless as everybody else.
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