חיים את החיים...בערך...

Dear Guy

Listen about the breaking up thing...

I'ts not that I don't love you

It's just that I felt that we don't match and that you should get a better girl then me

I broke up because I that I don't care when I should and that I care too much when i shouln't

I felt like you're getting away from me.. and that hurt...really hurt

While i was talking with you about it.. I just couldn't say all that..

It was way too hard for me.. It's even hard for me to write it

My heart couldnt stop beating...And really fast, It never happend to me before...

For some reason I coundn't stop crying.. and I never had these tears before..

These tears was the tears that i couldn't keep inside...

My tears are usually warm.. but this time..cold..frozen..like ice..I felt really bad..I felt lost..

But I knew that it is the best for me and you

I should've be happy.. but for some reason I just can't

The last thing I want to say is

I Love You...

I hope you'll have a better life with other girl that will match you and love you

I just wish she'll look at you like I want to...

Remember when I said i'll always love you?

I didn't lie..

Love,Tanya...