I pictured this moment forever
and here it was
Hope i made all the right mistakes
with all the wrong choices
they all led me here
and here it was
my calm hands steady
gripping tighter
voices inside me whispered louder
yes
the world around screamed
i couldnt hear
All those times we laughed
the way you smiled
you said 'I love you'
i love you too
that's why
i held on tighter
stronger
now feeling the sharp metal touching my chest
pushing in harder
blood welcoming in
you trained me well for this
I could no longer feel pain
not after what you did
what I did
and now,
now more then ever
free