LIFES A BITCH!

most of the time i'm realy happy  and hyper!!! but now i dont know why but i'm sad!i'm realy confused to . uc in a few days i think i have to go back to israel for this court thing and i'm supose to tell them that i want to live with my dad.wich i do but i dont want to hurt my mom espesialy after all she has don for me!!!!!(basecly my dad never realy took care of me even thow he has the monny!$)but my mom she did every thing she could for me!!! and i cant just take that for granted.but anyways i talked to my mom and she said that maby she can move back to the U.S!!!when she said that she made my day!but then...............i rememberd all my friends in israel who where always there for me and always stood up for me!!so how can i leave them???but then on the other hand i alsoe have friends in the U.S that miss me (and i miss them to)i just dont know what to do!!!!:-(f