LIFES A BITCH!

להלהלללהלה (: ! ##

ישלי בלוגג חדשש

So i guess this is it.tomorrow morning i'm going back to israel.on one hand i'm happy cause i get to see my mom and friends but on the other hand i'm realy sad and depressed. I DON'T WANNA GO BACK!!!why cant anyone get that???i dont feel like i belong there in israel!even though its a great place i dont feel like i belong!i mean at school there...there is this girl that always makes stuff up about me and talks behind my back!for no reason!!!!i'm fedd up of people over there! they think that because i'm American that i'm a show off and that i'm a bitch!i'm always nice to every one i never talk behind peopls back!so wats there fuckin problem!!!!!watever i dont care anymore cause this summer i'm movin back to America!!yay!!!!!!!!!!! i guess i'm gonna have to suffer until then......k

XOXOX........................amanda............................o

most of the time i'm realy happy  and hyper!!! but now i dont know why but i'm sad!i'm realy confused to . uc in a few days i think i have to go back to israel for this court thing and i'm supose to tell them that i want to live with my dad.wich i do but i dont want to hurt my mom espesialy after all she has don for me!!!!!(basecly my dad never realy took care of me even thow he has the monny!$)but my mom she did every thing she could for me!!! and i cant just take that for granted.but anyways i talked to my mom and she said that maby she can move back to the U.S!!!when she said that she made my day!but then...............i rememberd all my friends in israel who where always there for me and always stood up for me!!so how can i leave them???but then on the other hand i alsoe have friends in the U.S that miss me (and i miss them to)i just dont know what to do!!!!:-(f