It came to mind to ask
whether there is someone who misses me as much as we miss her
It will be easier to handle the pain if I knew of just one person, who looks back on beautiful days of having me
who wishes me to call everyday, who wants to see me so bad, to have me again
maybe I'm daydreaming of being as perfect as she was (and is no more in my eyes)
of having people who admire me
I wonder if there's someone out there who see's me as and idol and a dream, who looks back on times we had and wanting them to come to life
someone who loved me with all his heart and still loves me even though I'm long gone
who misses my smile, my eyes, my touch, the way I laugh, the way I made everything so perfect and the impact I've left on everything
Someone who can't stop thinking, dreaming, talking about me, crying over me, breathing everyday because of the hope, comfort, feelings, distress I gave
someone who even after all this time, I am still EVERYTHING for him. her.
I wish it's her, I pray she can't stop re-living our friendship, regretting and not regretting. I wish she is crying over me right now
I wish she never moves on
I wish she's in pain
GOD I HOPE THERE'S NO ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY ABOUT ME- BUT HER.
Now really-
It's not that I miss her- it's that I miss feeling this way.
Happy birthday, girl.
Ne.hm
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