My Whole Thought.

It's about to start,

just a matter of time.

He's gone. As if he knew I would see him in just another few years.

The face, the smell, the heat inside it all - make the whole difference.

Oh, it's too hard to believe,how I keep and bleed,

and nothing has changed that much,

beneath these all rugs. 

If I only had the chance to live. 

They kill themselves without batting an eyelid,

Well, I'm the only one that can't tell them to stop.

I could follow you to the beginning.

just to relive the start.

Can't slow down now,

It's just the beginning.

And when I fall like that, I keep telling myself that it's just the sacrifice I should provide,

so that I can come home as soon as..

The sadness keeps grasp my soul and sway me all around.

They are far away from knowledge.

How I deal with this endless maze, is just between us.

NAIVE.

I'm too stuck in my opinions, in my naive world,

to hear theirs.

 And it keeps pushing me out, knowing how this GAP will never be solved. 

It has never been my country.

.A country should be loved

You would have never known

 how I felt when I was small,

When they hurt it so hard,

when I did it myself.

without them.

Why does every moment has to be so hard.