לא יודע אם מישהו עדיין קורא כאן... בכל אופן כשכתבתי כאן לפני יותר מ-3 וחצי שנים שהתחלתי ללמוד נהיגה וקיבלתי תגובה ממישהי שלפי מה שכתוב בבלוג שלה הייתה בת יותר מ-20 שאמרה: "בהצלחה עם הרשיון מקווה שילך יותר טוב משהולך לי..", לא הבנתי מה יכול לעכב קבלת רישיון עד כדי כך שגם אחרי גיל 20 "לא הלך לה" איתו... ובכן, הייתי תמים... לא ייאמן כמה הכל השתנה מאז. זה כל מה שיש לי להוסיף מעבר לזה:
You are all defining me Like you know me inside out And if I'd let it get to me You'd damage me beyond repair
I have always done my best To block it out and keep myself But lately it has been so hard And I don't know where I end and you start
These are the words that I have bled These are the tears that I have shed These are the bleak roads that I dread This is the home to which they led
Can you hear me now? Can you see me now? Can you touch me now?
Deep inside I'm GONE Deep inside I'm GONE Deep inside I'm GONE Deep inside I'm GONE
And I have given more than most I've fucking overdosed on honesty But then, when I've given everything Then what will there be left of me?
And who'll stand by this troubled man With a burning mind and a fever inside? See, if I cannot direct this flame It might just burn everything in it's way
These are the words that I have bled These are the tears that I have shed These are the bleak roads that I dread This is the home to which they led
Can you hear me now? Can you see me now? Can you touch me now?
Deep inside I'm GONE Deep inside I'm GONE Deep inside I'm GONE Deep inside I'm GONE
I just never seem to be enough You're too many mouths to feed Too many reached out hands to hold Too many broken hearts to heal And in the end, I'll spread too thin And gently overbleed Sadly overestimating The amount of me
I'll let you crawl into my head I'll let you crawl under my skin I'll let you taste every tear I've shed I'm always letting you right in
So crawl over the words I've bled I'm not really there Undress and crawl into my bed I'm not really there I'm gone Oh yeah You see Deep inside I'm GONE
All my life I have been afraid. All my life scared to lose my way. All my life led me to today. The day when I must learn the hardest way. Every step leading to this day. The day I learn to lose and fail. A deeper cut into the flesh of life. A sharper kind of knife. A deeper cut into the throat of grey. Come take me far away. Come take me far away. Lead me astray. The deepest cut will never really mend. The deepest cut might kill you in the end. The deepest cut is playing not to win. It's what you hear in every word I sing. It's beauty in the ugliest of things. It's birds that fly with broken wings. A deeper cut into the flesh of life. A sharper kind of knife. A deeper cut into the throat of grey. Come colors lead the way. Come colors lead the way. Into the wild. Into the wild... Today I go beyond control. Beyond all purpose aim or goal. To win my soul. 'Cause today I choose to lose my way. To fall and fail. I choose the wilderness today. Into the wild...
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