the curls got reaplaced with fake straight painted hair,
instead of the smile, theres a screaming lipsstic,
and me ? im a goner baby.
I can blame the city life, I can blame the parents , I can blame the unstopping expectations,
but I should realy blame myself I guess .
you see,its been realy easy to be everybody else but me,
I was too scared that pepole wont like me, so I become them.
I wasted 16 years of my life trying to please everyone around me,
till I forgot myself some where along the road.
now,thats a little problem isnt it?
I should probaly start living as myself....
but its just soooooooooo much easier !!!
oh fuck it.
back to basic.
to the start !
:)
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt