I know I'm nothing

Its already over so long ago

 but i realy cant stop wondering,

it comes ang goes

depends on what day and time of the year it is

but i see a lifetime in silence

of bitting my tounge

step aside and watch

a beatiful perfect love story

a beatiful perfect life

thats not belong to me

a beatiful amazing wedding, me giving fake smiles

but i have to, i love you this much

and all i want is you to be happy

as the time go by ill fade more in more in your memories

till ill stay there dead forever

disapearing into another life, another country, 

another man, another story..