if i do amazing girl and boys are want me back, but why ppl that i really wants dont want me???

why its so unfair!!im so tired of this fucking bullshit!!!

why ppl that i want unavible or crush on someone else???

why ppl that i had like one time with them want to be with me again?

why ppl that i didnt enjoy be with them want this again?

whyyyyyyyyyyy its never the opposite!?????????????????

im tired and sad and i want to go away!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

this is not worth it at all!!

i wish i was getting  a really big hug from a real men!!!

but i dont have one and i'll never be..