10/2009
פוסט בלי כותרת O:
kelly clarkson because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid
Because of you Because of you
האלו ^.~
ההורים שלי שונעים אותי וזה רשמית .
אבא שלי צועק עלי,
אמא שלי צועקת עלי,
וסתם בלי סיבה..
עם משהו לא בסדר ישר :
"גל לכי לחדר שלך"
נשבר לי מזה !
אני לא צריכה את זה ,
שיגידו תודה בכלל שאני עוד חייה,
לפעמים אני רוצה לגרום להם להרגיש רע בכך שאני התאבד.
כן ככה אני..סתומה , חסרת חיים, מקוללת, מפגרת, באלה למות ,
ככה אני עם תרצו או לא ..
לא אכפת לי מכולם..ומכלום..
ליעוז אתה זבל ואני לא מדברת איתך יותר (:
לסיכום :
באלי גלידה !
אוףףףף.. אני חולמת על זה..):
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