Hey,so long time i didnt wrote,
there is noting new in my life,with everyday i get more and more bullshit.

I was sick a week ago ,but now i'm fine ... i think, but still i feel little bet sick
I feel so alone,like there is nobody who really care of me,i feel fat and i dont have time for even to try to lose wight and it's driving me crazy.my grades are not so good , i mean they are fine but i know that i can do better , but i dont even try to study hard ...
i wish i was rich,with lot's of money ... wish i had some boyfriend somone who i was importand to,i wish my brother was next to me huging me with his big hands .
wish everything was like i want it to be.