he could be here right now. I want him to lay on my bed next to me and hug me and kiss me tenderly on my cheek and my forehead and tell me he loves me. I miss him so much a minute after we say goodbye and I can't find the words to describe how much I love him, I need him. I crave for his touch, his lips, his smile. He is my best friend and my amazing love. He is just the most beautifull person i have ever seen. He is the one I can talk to about everything, the one that makes me forget all my fears behind and start over, like I have never done any wrong. I'm the one he chooses to share his deepest thoughts and feelings with, without feeling unsafe like he always felt before, and I'm proud to be that person.
I wish i could keep him forever. I wish this would last. I've never felt like this before and I don't want this feeling to end. I wish he could be here, because he makes everything better.
הקטע נלקח מתוך הטאמבלר שלי ולכן הוא באנגלית, במידה ותמצאו טעויות (ואני מניחה שתמצאו) אתם מוזמינים לתקן אותי.