Iv'e got no idea how this happened, I just started chatting you up, started talking to you and you looked fucking good.
Then we got together the next day, met for a cup of coffee and had the most animalistic sex I have ever had. What we did in bed was unbelivable, fuck, we just fucked for like 4 hours..
but what I really miss is you.
I want you here lying in bed by my side, stroking my hair, not only my dick.
fuck..
This never happened to me before, I don't just "Feel". I just don't baby.
But I guess that there is something about you that makes me want to feel.
I get now why people get in relationships and develop emotions, it feels amazing...
I don't know if i'm inlove or that i'm having a crush, I don't even fucking know what love is, iv'e never felt anything. Not like this.
Iv'e had a few women which iv'e had good sex with and opened to but this is fucking different...
I opened to you in every way possible, shared some of my most intemate secrets with you and know I feel something.
It's been two days since you spent the night at my place and all of that happened and those two days feel like forever...I miss you babe, I wanna see you...I wanna touch you, smell you, taste you...
My biggest fear is that I'll share my feelings with you and you'll say that you only see me as good sex...fuck that sounds so emotional and weak but you know what I don't give a shit because....
I would rather have these conflicts than not even having the option of having them.
Argh!!! I can't stop thinking about you...this is so fucking wierd...
It's bad but it's good too...now I know how it is to feel something towards someone...
I'm glad I met you, the times without you are so hard, I like you,
F-U-C-K.
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