I'm going to turn 30 soon,
So I would just like to say,
For all of that so far -
I am ever thankful and appreciative.
For all the lovely and crazy experiences,
For the good times and the bad ones too,
For those who left and for those who stayed,
For those who broke my heart and for those who healed him back.
I would also like to thank myself,
For being this crazy-ass, buzzy, geeky and weird unstable motherfucker,
Who been all over the place and has so much more to go...
One can only hope that he's been a little light in other's lives,
And although I've had my share of mistakes and wrongdoings,
Hearts I broke myself and friends that I abandoned,
It was never with the intention to hurt,
And I do apologise to those who have a dark memory of me.
Nevertheless, I always strive to better myself and fix the wrong,
The journey is long and the work never ends,
But there is hope that with a little fine tuning you can really do some good.
If I could talk to my 20 year old self I would say -
Run, run like the wind child and never look back.
Run after those dreams like a madman and don't listen to anyone.
Fuck what other people think because they have no idea who you are,
And you know better than all what's the right path for yourself.
If you fall, get back up as fast as possible, as this is a race.
You will be fighting against yourself and you better get good at it.
Your fears will try to sabotage your endeavours,
And with them all of those who are jealous, who never want to see you rise.
It is your duty and call to follow your heart's wish,
Turn your skill into a tool designed to better others.
It doesn't matter which tool you choose, as long as it does the job.
Your one and only job is to love, and loving means doing or being something for someone - something that improves them or their lives.
With the water of love and enough time, anything can grow and blossom.
So if you reading this are still that young -
Just go for it with all you've got,
Because you never know when you'll get a second chance.
And sometimes that same chance doesn't ever come back.
Don't take any opportunity or anyone for granted because you never know where it may take you.
Be bold, be determined, belive in yourself and don't ever stop.
I promise you if you won't hit the moon then you'll at least reach for the stars.
AND THAT'S FUCKING BETTER THAN NOT TRYING AT ALL!
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