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הבלוג חבר בטבעות: הוסף מסר | 4/2010
• You're only losing if you miss the choosing part. The world is in your hands, play it smart.
Sometimes I really wonder, why it comes back and hits me over and over again. Everytime I feel a little bit down, I think of you and I almost wish to be dead. I can't get you completely out of my head. I wish I did.. Sometimes you give me some signs to remind me that you're alive, that you are here... but it doesn't feel real to me. I can't earse how I felt, I can't change the facts. You were the only person I let him get this close to me. And it hurts, over and over again. It reminds me the song ironic played by alanis morissette.. but I can't do a thing about it. I'm moving to eilat for 6 months, to clear my head.. and get some perspective. It's not just because of you, I don't usually see you anyway.. I just want to start all over again, with some new people, new town.. Away from everything I know. To get some independency.. to learn how to trust myself. Away from my family, away from my friends, to proove myself that I can manage. And it will be nice to be alone for a while.. to get away. you can say that I'm runing... I can't deny. I can't say that it's completely true, but it's not completely wrong. I'm moving for myself, to grow up and get strong. All the rest will get along, in time. I want something to call mine.
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