I know I've said it a dozen times

but I really want it to end

I want to go on with my life

I want to start a relationship

without knowing you'll always be there

you are the person who I love and hate the most

I never thought it would go this far

or I would never have let it happen

I just want you out of my way to a normal life

,no more cheating, lying, sneaking at night

crying and thinking of us

...of what we might could have been