i fucking hate you
i did kill myself that night
i'm dead
but i didn't end the pain
fucking life is trying to kill me
kill us all
people doe for others
becuase of others
think you can protect others? help them? you can't
it doesn't matter
think it has a meaning? it doesn't
do you believe?
then you're a happy fool
do you love?
you'll end up nothing
hate you more then ever
think you know someone?
think if you'll live life and grow up' study, get a proffession, a job, money, fame
think if you get sex, dicks and pussies
think if you get high and drunk
it will have meaning?
it won't
think if you suffer
you'll earn a place in heaven?
idiot
think if you'll be sad
anyone would care?
think if you'll sink in self pity and depression
it would do any good?
if you try hard, something good is bound to hapen?
if you're a fucking liar
as we all are
.....
that;s it.
i'm done
i have nothing to look for
nothing to look forward to
i fucking hurt everyone because of it
i fucking hurt people
BASTARD
BASTARD
GIVE BACK MY LIFE
GIVE BACK MY MIND
GIVE BACK MY HOPE