Hm, thank you alternate power that no one is reading this blog.

A while ago, I started drinking a little more than usually, thinking a little more than usually, reading more than usually, writing more than usually.

Now, grant point is that now, I'm starting to rewrite this one old story, one of the only things I'm actually proud of as of today, since I've never written something so down to earth. So now, I plan to ruin the memory of it and revive it into a new world. 

I fail to remember how I got to this situation, that i actually feel the need to write again, I guess it's that time of the year again. Time of lies and depression, muse and ache. Maybe it's the new addition of breathing green to my room, a pretty big aloe plant on my window. 

Did I mention I'm re-reading Harry Potter again? well, more reading, than re-reading, since I've only ever read the first three. And I have the Harry Potter movie osts playing for 3 days straight now. A great mood lifter, if I was drunk i'd try flying again.

My hair smells like fruits.

It's raining again, and today, it's actually suiting. All I really want to do today is go out and dance in the rain, then take a cold shower. and out again. and another shower. Ahh~ how soothing it is.

But It makes me sad, when trees break.