So.
These past couple of months were… interesting. Went on a couple of
dates, but I guess I liked her more than she did me, cuz it didn't amount to
anything. What's more important though, is that I really didn't like who I've
become those short couple of weeks. Glued to my phone and hoping to see a new
massage from her, obsessing over who should make the first move and whatnot. Like
some puppy with a crush.
I really hated it.
I don't ever want to be that girl again.
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I've signed up to the university. Again. Harmony 102 here I come. Again.
Blah.
But hope springs eternal and all of that shit. My next tattoo is my
graduation gift for myself.
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I'm level 14 in French! And read a couple of books (in English, ye?)!
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And I've got a list of New Year's Resolutions:
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Read 10 books
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Complete 4 courses in Uni
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Europe!
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Motorcycle license (I've
taken two lessons and hadn't had the time for more. Like, seriously, it's been
like a month and a half).
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Violin (a specific piece
I've been wanting to be able to play since forever).
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Level 20 in French.
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A Major project in 3D.
And a few other.
What I'm really happy about, is that I'm actually moving forward on all
of these fronts. Not daily – yet – but consistently. I've never been able to do
that before.
I'm one of those people who believe that if you're not moving forward - you're going backwards. So, yeah, I'm finally starting to feel like less of a loser.
PS
I know Garbage are pop, but they're still awesome.
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