Fine, let's write a little bit.

Ignoring everything that's going on, I'm staying at home.

I just don't feel like (see how freaking childish that sounds?) going to school and do some really unnecessary things I practically hate, and meet not even one man I value. Life there just seam meaningless, THOUGH I know there's a reason why I am going to school.

Also, there is no purpose of me being here, at home I mean, no there is purpose. but not a profit. I get nothing but deterioration in my situation. Even in my mental state.

I simply want to get over with it. Skip it even. School – the unnecessary mean of proceeding with life. It stalls my life! Not making me any fitter for life and future jobs. Especially not making me any brighter.

But that Is the kind of life we live in. And a resemblance that every person that did what I want to do, or did something like me or had the same perspective I hold of this world,   ended up working independently. Something creative usually. It is just the outcome of the people we are.

We cannot be under the persistent control of people with no imagination or basic understating of life what so ever. We need to control our own life, even business life. And usually- our minds aren't combining with the existing market, and we set of on our own.

So, what I was trying to say this last paragraph is that I am going to be a freelancer. No matter what the fuck I will do.

Can you see now why being in school tears me up?